i listened to “human” by christina perri for the first time in YEARS. it just came on shuffle and i thought ya sure, why not…. lol…. i didn’t expect it to wreck me the way it did. honestly, hearing it now, as an autistic/adhd adult, it feels like a completely different song. “i can turn it on, be a good machine” feels like masking. like flipping a switch and becoming who i’m expected to be so i can survive in a world that doesn’t make space for my brain. “i can hold the weight of the world if th